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To My Dad

Today is my dad's birthday. Usually, my sister and I bake him cookies and give him a card. But this year, I decided to think back on some very fond memories that we've made.
I remember how much I loved it when he had fruitie pebbles or frosted flakes because we didn't get cereal like that at mom's house. I remember getting the special treat of a tiny bowl of ice cream and watching movies in the living room before we went to bed.
I remember riding our bikes around his development. I remember the honeysuckle bushes. I remember playing with his G.I. Joe (even though I cringe at the thought of him letting me do that NOW that I know what that "doll" is worth!!)
I remember cutting up the pictures of the women he dated who my sister and "failed" as applicants to be our step-mother. I remember how much we liked Diane (and how much we love her still!)
I remember sheba/blacky... the stray black cat that we took in for a while. I remember snow-bug... RIP. I remember summer days in the pool listening to classic rock and floating on a Reese's cup raft. I remember how much Amanda's shark raft scared me! Best thing in the world- night-time Whirl-pools. Worst thing in the world- getting stung by a bee for the first time right in the middle of the bottom of your foot!
I remember going up-state and going for "adventures" in the woods around Babcie and Dzatchu's house. I remember boating and our special cove. All of our trips to amusement parks.. to Disney. That train ride.
Thanks to dad, my sister and I are able to sing all the words to Yellow Snow by Zappa and I would do anything for love by Meatloaf. I remember thinking that my dad really looked like Eric Clapton.
I remember watching him work in his shop and wondering, "if the ceiling wasn't there... would the car lift go all the way up to the sky?" I remember sitting out the attic window, singing like Rapunzel (and my parents having a near heart attack!)
I have alot of great memories with my dad. But the one thing that always stuck with me. The one thing that I loved the most.. is when my dad would come into our bedroom, kiss us both, say our prayers, and tuck us in. I remember him, just before closing the door, he'd hesitate in the doorway one last moment... just to say He loves us one more time.

I love you more than all the telephone poles in the world Daddy!

Happy Birthday from your youngest!

So there's this boy....

Hello everyone. If you haven't noticed or had the pleasure of meeting him already, I would like to take this opportunity to introduce someone new in my life. His name is Kevin. We met three months ago on eHarmony. At first, eHarmony was an "iffy" thing for me. I've heard so many stories about how people find their husbands/wives through this because they do a terrific job of matching on so many levels. (Listen to me, I sound like an advertisement now!) But anyway, I wasn't sure about it... that is until I was matched with Kevin.
He was the first to initiate communication and after that, we just clicked. After one week, we went on our first date to a nice Italian restaurant (which he picked out. Great choice, Kevin!) Two weeks (and two dates later) we made it official. It has only been three months now, but I believe we both feel that we have found something special in each other.
He is smart, sweet, and compassionate. He has a great sense of humor and always has me laughing. But most importantly, he is strong in his Christian faith. We've both made it a point to keep Christ in the center and the focus of our relationship. We pray together, do devotionals together, and we sing praise together. I know that God has blessed us so far and I'm looking forward to all the He has in store for us whatever that may be.
I don't know if any of you have gone to it, but or next trip is going to be to the NJ Renaissance Fair. I've never been to it so I'm guessing it will be an experience. Knights, jousting, and turkey legs as big as your head... here we come!

Two Years!!

Tomorrow is a wonderful day for me. It was the day I got a job working for a wonderful company... two years ago. And I am thankful for each and every experience this job has given me. When I first heard about Home Instead Senior Care through my mom, I was a little skeptical. What does being a companion entail? Would I be able to do this? The only employment experience I've had previously had been at kennels and a pet store. Needless to say I felt a little unequipped for this job. But... there I was in the office filling out an application. The company at the time had only been operating for two years at the Trooper location so it was a small office with only a few desks and a table where the interview was later held. I, again, was skeptical. Then on June 6th, I was hired!
My first client, which wasn't one of my best experiences, was wheelchair bound, incontinent, and majorly depressed. All I could do was talk to her and hold her hand. I have had many experiences like this one. Widows wanting a shoulder to cry on, elderly parents missing their children, and loners pushing everyone away. But I have also had the best experiences of my life through this job. My clients have taught me so much. A woman on hospice (who passed while I was assigned to her) taught me that compassion is the best medicine. Another client with COPD passed away with her husband and I by her side. They taught me to cherish every moment with my family as if it were my last. A very cranky client I had taught me that being lonely is harder when you are older and that it can be cured with this kindest word or a smile. Just by having someone there who will stick with him enough to break through the walls to his heart. I've had clients who never believed they were "old" or "weak". That being old is physical, but being young at heart will last forever!
I've had noble prize winners, artists, and engineers. I've had parents, grandparents, and great-grandparents. I've celebrated their birthdays, shared their holidays, felt their pain, and laughed in their joys. I will never forget the faces of my clients because in the time I've spent with them (whether as short as a day or as long as a year) they have become my friends and my family.
I was skeptical at first about becoming a companion, but I believe now that this is where God wants me to be! So, here's to another 2... 4...or even 10 years with Home Instead!

Unconditional Love

Every once in a while we all get stressed. We all get stuck in our everyday schedules. We forget who's in control and we end up losing control. We fight, we argue, we cry, and then we go to sleep at night without saying we're sorry and try again tomorrow (only to do it all over again). We all have things go wrong; not go the way we had hoped they would. And we all end up having heartache. Sometimes, what it takes is for us to fall flat on our backs in order for us to look up. To look up and realize Who's really leading us. The God of love. Love isn't always easy. I never said it would be. Love will come and go; be alive then dead. But with God? He is the same today, yesterday, and forever. He will always love you. No matter what. Unconditionally.

"For great is Your love, higher than the Heavens; Your faithfullness reaches to the skies."
Psalm 108:4